requiem masses
I have a picture of water and of air – of their confusing bodies; flat wall-to-wall ; how they are thin ; unable to be torn or broken; how they develop, make solicitous preparation, and constantly bear away : out of Parnell, over Muriwai, going North : which is our direction. How there is an absence in each, loss – of amplitude, topography, gargantuan trees that now spout red and drop their flowers – a blankness of each under colours not their own, a necklace of tethered charms resembling birds, (butterfly, flower, ballerina, jeweled “Lolita” glasses) bright at a country’s cape come down to a blind road’s width or outstretched arm’s. There will be our suspending space : where my picture’s blacks at night get out, fall on a figure walking weightlessly (8/12/04) : small, that falters, half-turns, there : at water, in marquisite air. I have a picture of endless receivers; where the Tasman is reset out again, at the Pacific; the Pacific is reset back ; and you, Lou, a jet out.
(from Leigh and Susan)